2012年9月16日 星期日

感觉

跟之前的假期相比之下   我蛮喜欢现在的假期
至少  没有那么闷   有东西做
晚上  也睡得着了   没有那么容易失眠了
整个人心情也比较开朗豁达了   这是好事嘛

我的姐妹们  我们总是碰不到对的时间出来呢
没有关系   只要我们心里都有对方小小的位置就好了
考试要加油啊   做工的也要加油啊

明天是假期    没有做工
看看  再安排什么节目呗  =p


2012年9月9日 星期日

2个星期


放假2个星期了   只放到第3天  我就开始觉得闷了  
怎么办呢             总该找点东西做做呢  
所以我已经做点“东西”一个星期了
感觉很得空呢      很容易上手呢

也无所谓      总好过在家无所事事  =p

在家时   不是上fb   就是玩fb  game
二哥就问我   你没有其他东西玩了阿?
我说我就是那么简单而已叻   哈哈哈哈哈哈     他很无言    
我们是很多事情不必说出口就能了解对方的兄妹 =D
所以   他需要我的帮忙时  我都能感应到  直接帮忙
我需要帮忙时  我只要说1两句  他就明白
也不会过问太多  他知道我不喜欢我的隐私被别人知道
但是  我们不是双胞胎  也不是龙凤胎  (很妙吧!!)

总是在假期前  考试期间  说我一定要上网看戏  一定要玩game
因为读书期间  都没有时间做这些
一到放假时  我才看完一套连续剧   我就觉得够了  
我看到腻了   game我也玩腻了
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈   人都是矛盾的吧


我有很多梦想  却都没有机会去实现
我想要自己背包旅行   去看看这世界 
我想要去学很多很多东西   会跌破你们眼镜的东西
因为我的那一面   没有什么人看过  XD

我想做的是气质女生!  (@.<)



2012年8月28日 星期二

生气

我真的搞不懂我的家庭是怎样的
我妈妈喜欢把家人都关在家里  哪里都不去 
即使只是踏出家门几步而已 也都不行
这叫软禁对吗?

别说跟异性出去  是连跟同性朋友出去都有困难
他们还说要到26才能谈恋爱对吗
那请不要到时再告诉我说  你怎么到现在还嫁不出去

跟你们生活了19年了  19年里 我都充满着压力生活
任何事情都需要看你们的脸色 没有机会自己做选择
即使我做了选择  看到你的脸色 我就知道什么意思了
因为孝顺 我都顺你的意


但 现在 我想说的是 我受够了
我真的受够了 我不是囚犯 更不是笼中鸟 
请让我有空间呼吸  什么事情都要顾及你们



我累了 真的累了 
无药可救的家庭 

2012年8月25日 星期六

EXAM PERIOD

There are 4 exam papers for this semester.
However, it was said that there is NO exam paper but there is Term Test 2 Paper.
This joke is quite cool , right?

I struggle so much in this semester.
Is it due to increased workload of assignment and project?


I wonder whether I can either survive in next semester or next year.
It becomes harder to get GPA of 3.9++  which is my aim NOW.

However, I still left one more paper for now... It is BMIC paper.
After FPATH exam, I feel relaxed a bit... That is most difficult paper!!!
Luckily, I went through it regardless of the result.

The problem coming is I do not have mood to study BMIC ....
IT CANNOT BE!!! This is exam!!

Never mind. Just let me to relax for tonight!! I promise that it lasts for tonight only!
I mean it!

Goodnight!


2012年6月26日 星期二

Feeling

Try to justify things from another angles
You will find that you are able to rejoice over trial matters.
Let it go.

2012年6月9日 星期六

Term break

What is the point by giving term break?
The answer is to have more time to do assignment instead of taking rest!!
Frustrating... How can they treat us like that...
We are human being too...
However, I cannot change anything by saying all this.. It is to grumble only  =D

During exam week, I realise that I enjoy watching TV ...HAHA

Let's enjoy my "holiday"!

2012年6月1日 星期五

Exam week

I am quite worried now but nothing can be controlled...
I feel so relaxed even though the exam is on next week.. How come?
However, there is conflict between worried and relaxed bah...HAHA
This is human life full of conflict... Where is my spirit for studying? Where is it!!??
Actually, all these is caused by quiz and reports to be submitted last few weeks...
Since there is nothing to submit or do in this week, this is rare chance to relieve stress and enjoy myself...
Is this a BAD reason to be lazy? 
My second year of study is full of challenging and self-study..
I need to be self-disciplined in order to achieve good grade in exam
There is no more lecturers will take extra care of us because we are in second year instead of first year
Time flies like lighting .. Last year, I was a freshmen but I am a junior now.. 
Consecutively, I will be senior in last year of poly life and go out to work for my Major Project...
Actually, I look forward for the SIP programme.. There will be a real world for us
No more PROTECTION.. I shall be able to handle everything in my care
No more just deduct mark only by making mistakes..
It will be serious consequences such as prison, sue, suspension of license and others..
Everything should be bear in mind...
I should take my road carefully... 

BUT for now, I should choose a pathway to go 
It is either less travelled or follow others' pathway..
However, it is time to go to sleep!


Goodnight, everyone!! =)