生气

我真的搞不懂我的家庭是怎样的
我妈妈喜欢把家人都关在家里　　哪里都不去　
即使只是踏出家门几步而已　也都不行
这叫软禁对吗？

别说跟异性出去　　是连跟同性朋友出去都有困难
他们还说要到２６才能谈恋爱对吗
那请不要到时再告诉我说　　你怎么到现在还嫁不出去

跟你们生活了１９年了　　１９年里　我都充满着压力生活
任何事情都需要看你们的脸色　没有机会自己做选择
即使我做了选择　　看到你的脸色　我就知道什么意思了
因为孝顺　我都顺你的意


但　现在　我想说的是　我受够了
我真的受够了　我不是囚犯　更不是笼中鸟　
请让我有空间呼吸　　什么事情都要顾及你们



我累了　真的累了　
无药可救的家庭　

EXAM PERIOD

There are 4 exam papers for this semester.
However, it was said that there is NO exam paper but there is Term Test 2 Paper.
This joke is quite cool , right?

I struggle so much in this semester.
Is it due to increased workload of assignment and project?


I wonder whether I can either survive in next semester or next year.
It becomes harder to get GPA of 3.9++  which is my aim NOW.

However, I still left one more paper for now... It is BMIC paper.
After FPATH exam, I feel relaxed a bit... That is most difficult paper!!!
Luckily, I went through it regardless of the result.

The problem coming is I do not have mood to study BMIC ....
IT CANNOT BE!!! This is exam!!

Never mind. Just let me to relax for tonight!! I promise that it lasts for tonight only!
I mean it!

Goodnight!