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It has been a long time! 

Blogger pops out in my mind and so, I am here! 

After graduation, I had experienced adulthood- job search, scheming colleagues, exploiting boss, sour relationship and no support from family. Adulthood is indeed a difficult path as others described. 

I am not so naive anymore. Everything is about using each other, and help is given with terms and conditions. There is no pure romantic relationship, but how much you can be used in the relationship. This is not being cold and cruel, but being realistic. 

I learned all these from humans and society. Please do not blame me for being emotionless, when you need my help one day. I might not extend my hand like last time. 

I had enough of nonsense. It is time to be a bad character to fight for my own world. 

青春

再次踏进那里  心里不知怎么还是有涟漪
过了七年了      我以为我放下了一切
你再次的好      我知道   我感谢
你努力清除着当年的阻碍
好让一切不再重蹈覆辙

同样的你我   随着时间流逝
不同的环境   不同的意境
不同的思想    不同的方式
我不知如何走下去
如今的我没有当初的不顾一切
没有当初的冲动
如今的我已日渐理智
小心翼翼地走每一步
肩上的担子日渐其重

每走一步  我需要思量周详
也许我变了
但我知道这些年里有个人在你生命中已不可或缺
曾经我不知多么憎恨这个人
如今我释怀了   也许这玩意儿对我来说不再那么重要了

七年前  我很喜欢的歌曲
这歌曲是我当时想对你说的话

Zoo Johor Trip

After finishing term test, it is the perfect time for HOLIDAY!! We go to Zoo Johor with the fee of RM 2. 

My description will not be sufficient to explain the fun part without showing pictures. Let's enjoying the fun in these pictures! =D

Cute bear with many postures  

The monkey which tries to hide after discovering to be taken photo

Ubah Bird

Actionable monkeys

To be honest, the bird without knowing name XD

Beautiful Turkeys

Lions

These pictures conclude our Zoo day. With the existence of family members, there is always fun .

This brother - Jack Yip who always dotes on me unconditionally comes to meet us by coordinating his time with our holidays. It is so sweet and touched. Due to staying far away from each other, we seldom to meet each other but  the relationship does not go sour no matter what happens. That is the best of kinship. <3 p="">

注定

上天决定拿走你一样东西同时
也会留下你接下来需要的东西
老天不是如此残忍的  因为它是我们的守护者
因为我们需要磨练      它希望我们靠自己
那我们能强大自己       无须惧怕种种阻碍


我曾经认为快乐不容易失去
也很容易随手可得
正因为我从没有失去过


如今  发现失去得也很容易
不知不觉中   常常失眠   觉得压力
触及心里那痛处   眼里不自觉地打滚着泪水
似乎没有事情可以快乐


无自觉地皱着眉头    无自觉地乱发脾气
有时怀疑是否走对我想要的路
一辈子的路   如今却走得如此辛苦
是走错了吗   该回头重走吗
却失去回头重走之路  
世上根本没有重走人生的机会

该好好调理心情了
我相信我能的

Think...Thought....

When we grew up, happiness becomes lesser and lesser.
I always hope that I will not be changed by this world no matter how much time pass.
I really have this hope on my friend and family too.
This does not happen in this way on my friends....

This hope is not realistic from the beginning..It is ridiculous
Who will not change over time? Who will stay with you always?
Although you miss the time you were together once badly, you still cannot make sure that the other party will have same feeling as you. Maybe... they had forgotten the sweet and precious memory that we had.
This is your wishful thinking. Please wake up from this dream!!

I still stay in the same place for you, my friend. Will you realize my presence in one day?

I hope to have a soul mate..... I feel tired to be strong always....

I does not express my feeling easily but I have feeling. Please do not hurt as you can.

Goodnight.....

30.12.2012

变成陌生人

不敢哭

我不敢哭   因为我不想认输

你的心为她守护  我比谁都清楚

我不敢哭   或许也是种认输

匿名的朋友

杜松混合茉莉的风回忆里被爱那股激动
天色好红   
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的脸容
一起活在这城市迷宫提起你名字   
心还跳动   却没重逢
只有想碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小从那懵懵懂懂  
走进各自天空该怎么说   让彼此选择但思念还转动


不能握的手   从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着  与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手   却比亲人更亲厚
但所有如果   都没有如果
只有失去的温柔  最温柔当又一次美梦落空  回忆里被爱那股激动...........


曾经受过伤   恨过那个人
恨他从此没有办法再爱上任何人
失去爱人的能力
但是也许 当伤心的时候那个人更加难过也许他一直想找到我告诉我  
当初来不及说不出口那句话
就算全世界反对
我也要跟你在一起